There’s something about the activity that just draws me in. Whether I’m playing my instrument of choice or not, it’s hard to say no and take a break from something I love doing. Beats are beats, right? Although if I want to reach my end-goal(and I have a very limited time in doing so) I’ll have to focus on just doing that.
But really though, stopping so suddenly will surely come as a culture shock to me. It’s something I’m not prepared to do, but I have to solidify my chances for the future if I want that opportunity.
If I want to march world class, I have to be world class material. And marching open class again won’t help me achieve that.
It’s hard to say no to something you love, but if it results in something bigger, something surreal…if it leads to fulfilling a dream that you’ve been working towards for the past 4-5 years, then I say, fuck it.
It’s time to get to work, and say hello to the normal life for a while.
Time to kick it into high gear. Yes, although many distractions are bound to come up within 2 weeks, I can’t lose focus. There is no turning back, and this is my one shot to make it big.
Time to do work.